Wednesday, February 24, 2016

50

50
WHEN one is out of Life, one is in Death. The
companions of life are thirteen; the companions
of Death are thirteen; and, when a living person moves
into the Realm of Death, his companions are also third-
teen. How is this? Because he draws upon the resources
of Life too heavily.
It is said that he who knows well how to live meets
no tigers or wild buffaloes on his road, and comes out
from the battle-ground untouched by the weapons of
war. For, in him, a buffalo would find no butt for his
horns, a tiger nothing to lay his claws upon, and a
weapon of war no place to admit its point. How is this?
Because there is no room for Death in him.
Translated by John C. H. Wu
Interpretation by Bill Bernsen


WARD OFF


One worthy student
Per year 
Will continue practicing 
This art
Teaching for 10 years 
Results 10 students 
Of those 10
3 will idly follow
3 will live their own lives
3 will quit
Only one serious student
Will continue
And truly connect
To the Masters
  Lineage will live
Thru the one
Ward-off
Makes it so
There is no move
To lose
Balance
Roots deeper
Here death means 
"No practice"
Practice is life
No room for 
Death of intent
Because intent
Is already apprehension
There is only 
One way to live 
Many to die
10/3 steps to tai chi 
10/3 steps to quitting
3 years
3 principles
3 students
Dwell 
In the practice studio 
Not just
Pondering practice 
Tai Chi Chuan
Is a constant 
Battle inside
Survive 
Be a Warrior
Once a warrior
Body/mind may fail
But I will never die
When I stop
Practicing
I die
Ward off death
By practicing life
No new idea = end
Do not have 
Thoughts of quitting
A closed heart
Is like death
Stay
Open 
Live
End of practice
Enter rest
Once rested 
Enter 
Practice again
13 
4 limbs 
9 external cavities 
All are connected 
To the heart 
If one disconnects 
Depend more on 
The others
There is no room 
In me
To abandon practice
Masters will protect 
Me from 
Tigers/buffaloes/ weapons 
No room 
For demise 
No place 
For death
Sometimes
I feel like 
I am having 
A battle
 In my mind
Use the resources 
Of the Masters more
He who knows
Can’t put it into words
He who writes 
About it
Has not learned
 It all yet
Practice or die
Withdraw/rollback more
Be more frugal 
With energy
Or else die
When the energy 
If needed
It will be there
So save energy 
By not wasting it on
Entertaining and entertainment
Less is more!
No room 
For quitting
Tai Chi Chuan
Become 
An animal again
When one does 
Not practice 
New ideas/feeling
Results in loss 
No thought 
Of the end 
Tai Chi Chuan 
Is not like school 
Where at the end of 4 years
I leave
Tai Chi Chuan is continued 
To the end of life
But there is no 
End of life if
I Master the art
Negate doubt
No thoughts
 About quitting 
Listen
No maltreatment 
Will come 
To me
When a student stops 
Practicing 
He is lifeless
Riding a Dragon
Thru the enigmatic place 
Of the unknown 
Results in 
Whatever is required 
In the moment
Attach
To the art
Know how
 To quit
And stay motionless
Existing in death
Still go on living
Learn 
To shed impulses 
Desires of past
Old bad habits
Create whatever 
Is required
At the moment
Death of old
Negative thoughts
Tai Chi Chuan 
Teaches control 
Of the mysterious 
Don’t think
Don’t talk
Just practice
Death = past life
Between hands/feet 
Lay the secret 
To Tai Chi Chuan 
The place
Is being 
With the Masters
They decide
Death of my past
Live with
The Masters’ guidance
Fog 
A smile 
This sees 
Thru the fog  
When one 
Is up rooted
One is dead
When one no longer reaches
One is dead
Just be a tree
Root and grow
Live forever
Life’s push hands
Few are called 
Only one 
Is chosen
Let 
Masters 
Guide 
Death means
In this poem
Means death 
Of the ego
No ego
No worry! 
A new idea
Is soft at first
As it grows older
Is becomes 
Unyielding
Learn
To change with change
Once connected
To the lineage
No stopping 
Always being directed
To Tai Chi Chuan
No claws/horns/ piercing points
All the above
Have a point 
This comes
Squarely at me 
Use Tai Chi Chuan 
To dull the points 
When one halts 
Practice
One is dead
Worry = death
Of the moment
Don’t worry
Don’t die
Live in the moment
Not the dead past
Or the future demise
Live now
Starting Tai Chi Chuan 
3 out of 10 are attached 
To life [practice] 
3 out of 10 are attached 
To death [no practice] 
3 out of 10 are just idly 
Passing through [casual/occasional] 
Only one knows how 
To die [his/her old self]   
Not having their own ambitions
But those of the lineage
What is needed
At the moment  
Be the air in a bellows 
Quitting Tai Chi Chuan = death
3 0f 10 quit
3 of 10 practice sometimes
3 of 10 practice full time
One and only one 
Is the Master
Who is connected
Channeled 
By the lineage
Once one reach 
The level of a Master
Previous life is dead
Keep on living 
As whom I really am
This can take 
A life time
To achieve 
Ten
Riding the Dragon
Three will not
See the dragon
Three will see it
Three will ride it
But fall off
One will stay on
Thorax (heart) 
Is open to all 
Able to discriminate 
Good and bad  
Hears the intent 
Of the tiger, buffalo and evil objects
The gate to #50
Is the waist!
Not connecting
To lineage
Perish
I am a tiger 
Left alone by others 
Making a point 
Like a buffalo’s horns 
Untouched by weapons 
Not needed 
No other’s ideas 
Can pierce me
Only one 
Worthy
Realizing it 
Is the secret
Masters protect me 
From harm
Recent year
Old self dying
Physical illness/repairs
Emotional neurosis
Overcome
Not connected 
To Masters 
Death of art 
For many
Few are worthy 
Find the needle
At the bottom of the sea
Once understood 
Is ward off
Not stepping 
On the needle
No room
For stopping
Never 
Force vs. force  
Always apprehension
About quitting
Never intent 
To leave
The 13 postures
In Tai Chi Chuan
Comes from
This poem #50
Doing them
Being aware of them
Is like practicing
Luck
Is being able 
To listen 
To surroundings
First listen to self
Find own balance
Then others
The preserving of life
Only intention
Is new feeling
Achieves stopping
Of progress
In practice
13 companions of life
(4 limbs and 9 openings)
Are also the death
If mistreated
Ward off/rollback/ press/ pulls
Being aware 
Of them is life
Not practicing them
Death
What causes student
To quit
Imbalance
Physically/emotionally
Man tries to stay 
In balance life
Too much immunity from 
The tiger quick problems
Buffalo heavy problems
Weapons material things
Tao is luck
Luck is being able
To listen
 To surrounding
But first listen 
To self
Find balance/imbalance
In self
Then others
Because he is
Beyond death
Because his is
Beyond imbalance
What we love
Is the mastery 
Of equilibrium 
What we hate
Is the corruption
Of balance
The anxiety
Of student’s passion
There is no room
For stopping Tai Chi Chuan
Death = stopping practice
Ensuring 
A real grasp 
On being
Is 
Tai Chi Chuan,
True structure
Sudden surprise attacks
Large powerful problems
Are easily comprehended
Not touched
In heart
Save balance
What I have
In common
With opponent
Both breathing same air
Standing on land
Movement like water
 Work on immunity
Tai Chi Chuan 
Is the build immunity 
Immunity’s major component
Is listening
What stops practice
Is the reason to practice
While taking 
A shower 
Many ideas
Prepare for
Combat feeling
Same as feeling
Of dipping into
Very cold or hot water
Yu Pei Shih
Ideas or feelings 
Are born 
And forgotten
Ideas understood
Linger
Are right for man
3 out of 10
Have 3 ideas
They die/forgotten
3 out of 10
Have no ideas
Get a new idea 
Let it go 
Get another new idea 
Let it go 
Tapping into the vessel
That is never full or empty
Open following others
Open to the Masters 
They give whatever 
Is needed at the moment
Always
Being conscious
Never do things
That impend practice
Whatever is in life 
Is also in Tai Chi Chuan 
Whatever 
Is in the human body 
Is in the body 
Of the universe
They are companions. 
Immunity
From Tigers and buffalo
The secret is listening (ting)
Understanding (Tung)
Controlling (Na)
Moving (quan)
Discharging (fa)
Seeking life
What others 
Say life is 
Is really death
Death 
Of life’s true way   
Not practicing
When I get the urge 
Is also demise 
Not listening 
To the Masters 
The worthy will be
Entrusted with managing
Their lives
Avoiding sharp points
By Rhinoceros head
Tiger claws
Buffalo’s horns
All weapons of death
Death being quitting
I have been 
Entrusted with it
Only one in ten 
Understands 
3 in ten
 Pursue abnormal 
Forms/ideas  
3 in ten quit
Perish 
3 in ten 
Live
Party/family/fun 
Get one 
Serious student 
For each year 
Of teaching
Here death means
The death
Of others knowledge/ideas/influences
Also the death of
Fame/fortune
This is the part of undoing
Master 
Provides whatever
Is required 
In the moment 
Truly connected 
To the Masters
Who guide 
 I Must give up
To destiny
The secret
 To push hands
Being able to adapt
To the environment
With just a thought
This ability
No tiger/buffaloes/weapons
Can hurt
Because they are 
The environment
Learned How to
Adjust to them
Constantly 
Opening
To Masters
Being shaped
By others is dead
There isn’t any more room for 
Death in him
No others in him anymore
Now live own life/ideas
The ultimate defense
Is not being there
When attacked
Fostering life
Doing Tai Chi Chuan 
Staying alive
Only one 
Out of ten 
Understand
3 die form a buffalo/rhinos horn 
Another person 
Making a point (gore)
Apprehension
Keep distance
From other’s points
Be isolated
Realigning/shaping 
 Body feels like 
A tiger clawing 
Muscles and joints
Immunity
Have a tiger paw
Build own fort 
(Practice space) 
It is easier to adjust 
The form (life)
In own space
Eventually 
 Go anywhere
To practice
Others watching
Can be like rhino’s watching
A student
 Keeps out of danger 
By being apprehensive 
In all situations 
Negate 
Dysfunctional 
Self-first 
Then in others
The Tao 
Rules the lineage
Who rule the living Master
Who rules the students
Who follow the Tao
This is the spirit circle
Student expresses the Tao
This directs
The Master who
Represents the lineage
If evil appears
During the changes
In the mind 
Of the student
This is a test 
By the Masters 
How do the students 
Handle it
Most stop Tai Chi Chuan
Die
Some blame 
Their teacher and leave
But continue studying 
(Breaking with the lineage)
Some continue on 
Pass the test
And get stronger
For more tests
If there is any harm
Done during the test
It is brought on
By the student
Not the teacher
Learn to concentrate 
On things 
Same way 
When worrying 
About them
Only instead of worrying 
Look for a solution 
To the problem
1 in 10 has pung (ward off)
Never do anything 
That will take away his pung
This pung is life
Have pung
Tigers/buffaloes/weapons 
Cannot harm 
Must have impeccable pung
Some students just quit
3 out of ten 
Attached to death 
Some students
3 out of then 
 Attached to life
One student, understand 
 Give up his self 
To the art
1 out of ten 
Truly understands
Concentration
Slows/calms/relaxes 
Me down 
Thinking
Causes tension/manic 
About what comes next
Entertainment 
Negates creativity 
Masters inside me
No tigers, buffaloes
Can harm me
Am I the one
To the lineage
Find the fulcrum 
Between
Life and death
Practice or no practice
Just thinking is practice
Physically is a confirmation
When one stops 
Undoing they are dead
Death of ego results

In back to birth
undoing means 

Undoing intent to life
And apprehension of death
Apprehension is passive 
Tai Chi Chuan
This is a pivot/fulcrum 
Of life
Once 
Kidney meridian
Connects to earth
Listen with the earth
Death
 Is disconnecting 
To the lineage
When one stops 
Believing they quit
Merge with Tigers 
Buffalo and weapons
to control them 

When out of ideas
One has ended
That art/profession
New ideas protect
Me from the weapons of words
This poem applies 
To my desire
For sex/violence
The death of creativity
No more room for it 
When connected
To the lineage
He is immortal
Old self 
Obsessions dying
Making room 
For creative acts
Ward off the old
Press/push the new
During training
It amuses the Masters
When one stops
Practicing 
Masters quit too
Masters take care
I have no thought
Of stopping
No room for quitting
Tai Chi Chuan
While 13 vital organs
Are being repaired
No doubt
Confirms worthiness
Practice negates
Death
Speeds up repairs
Avoid being attacked
By a tiger/buffalo/weapon
By becoming a 
Tiger/buffalo/weapon
Using their points
To make 
Tai Chi Chuan point
Death is
Disconnect
To lineage

Practicing existence
Don’t quit
Undoing/dying
Family/friends/foes
Are the adversaries
Of undoing/death
When attacked
Don’t fight back
Don’t give up
Control force
By following
Borrow and return
Invulnerable do
To no doubt
Merge
With lineage
Fear no evil
There are 13
Repairs
Before Tai Chi Chuan
Is reached
Tai Chi Chuan
Is to heal
Not harm
Life 
Is an epiphany
Death 
Is dumb
Use Tai Chi Chuan
To avoid death
Never do anything
Others may enjoy
Don’t let 
The elasticity
Between spirit 
And gravity
Break
First find it
The string theory
My past practice
Has died
Now a rebirth
Starting over

Avoid demise

By listening

Being prudent

Silent survey

Ward-off

Worry 

With wisdom

To stop

Reaching

Is to stop

Rooting

While

Reaching

Ward off 

Demise

With Tai Chi

Percussion

That is rollback,

Press and push

It extinct 

Hollow

Of intent

To hear

Apprehension

Leads

To resonance

Of survival

Elastic band

Of existence

Thinking of death

Is centripetal

It pulls down

Thinking life

Is centrifugal

It reaches up

Caution threats

Over stretch

Life’s band

Worthy

Warrior 

Need not
Worry 

About others’

Worries

When one

Is out of

Inspired

New ideas

One is not 

Practicing

Today

Friday 5-13-2022

Beginning

Of 13 repairs

Enroute to

Rejuvenation

I die daily

Rotting 

Like a peach

It’s the “pits”

A pit creates 

A new ideal 

Peach

Caution

Foes

Can be friendly

Foes 

Can be family

Tai Chi Chuan

Foresee foes

Life

A vortex

Of Virtue/vitality

Between

Spirit/gravity

Life/death

Seek

Tai Chi Vortex

Via peaceful

Practice

Practicing

Tai Chi Chuan

Is like balancing

A sword 

Vertically/plumb

On the heel 

Of hand

Moving from

Gesture to gesture

Sword falls

Practice ends

Tai Chi aura

A spiritual 

Ward-off

Find it

In Slow Set

The secret

To immortality

Worthy

Warriors

Worries not

About quitting

They have

Ward off

Rollback

Press

Push 

Malicious

Intent

Arrested with

Anxious

Apprehension

Peace

Before practice

Peace

During practice

Leads to

A passive

Presence

Death

Of old ideas

Turns to 

Depression

Turns to

Expression

Of new ideas

Causing

Old ideas

To be harmless

First third of 

Life accumulating

Second third 

Organizing

Last third

Deleting

Delete before death

Live without

Dread

Introverted

Slow Set

Surreptitiously

Leads to

Success

Tai Chi stages

Death of decadence

Demise of dissolution

Peaceful practice

Prevails

Tai Chi Chuan

Corrections

Can be painful

Testing tenacity

To quit is death

To continue practice

Is life

As pain dies

Makes room

For next test

Sometimes painful

Only practice 

Knows

Tai Chi rejuvenation

Via practice

Results in

Demise of

Old injuries/illnesses

Hedonism

Hoarding

Harassing

Halves ones

Happiness

There is a fulcrum

Between deterioration

And rejuvenation

Find it thru practice

Fear not quitting

This Chinese treasure

Present practice

Ends

Retreats to
Past

When present

Practice creates

It advances to

Future

Jing/Chi

Secret to 

Tai Chi gestures

Without it

Applications

Are senseless


Slow Set

New feeling/idea

Understand/relax

It will go away (die)

But still be there

Slow Set

Being civil in

Practice

Prepares for

Battle in

Weapons/Push Hands

Tai Chi warrior

Does not ruminate

On past or future

Battle

Strays peacefully

On the c.o.g

In the present

4-24-24

 


 

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